I hate waiting. I always have. But lately there’s one thing I’m waiting on and it just can’t get here soon enough. What I extra hate about it is that I can’t say anything about this massive life event until all of the pieces are in place.
And do you know where those pieces are right now? I have no idea. Not here, though.
For most of my life I felt like I was just waiting. Trying to get through the awful episodes of my life before something good would finally happen. I’m in the good part, at long last, but this thing is still floating in the ether and I would really like for it to be resolved. Once and for all.
I would love to say that I can meditate while I wait or find some simple join in the limbo of being in between states. But none of that is true for me. The good news is, it really won’t be long now. I hope.
Things always do change. But answers should be coming and hopefully, I won’t have to worry about this again.
